second trip ini bisa dibilang half prepared.... dibilang unprepared, gak juga... secara ude siapin contekan... copy paste n cetak data2 dr milis... data tarif angkot... secara 2nd trip ini ngeteng euy.... data tarif penginapan.... yg mana tidak berguna... krn all inns are occupied... dan data harga ojek, yg mana lbh2 tidak berguna krn para tukang ojek memanfaatkan suasana high season, n matok harga yg bikin eneg! drpd sakit hati, mnding gak usah liat penyu btlor dah... pemandangan pantainya sudah cukup breathtaking... berangkat dari depok jam 5.30am menuju bogor, demi ngejar mo naek bis yg jam 7.30am udeh lama gak naek metro mini, lumayan panik jg pas acara ngebut2an... mane duduk di depan... jadi tiap liat org yg nyebrang jln gw pandang2an ama adek gw... punya nyawa 12 kale tu orang,,, janjian ma uyay ktemu di bogor... bis jalan jam 8... molor... sampe UG jam 4sore... 8jam perjalanan.... jiaaaah.... lsg cari rumah makan, speak-speak... mo cari tempat nginep... secara penginapan resmi ude pd penuh,,, jd nego nginep di rmh warga.... nawar2 mentok di 130rb per room per night. yeaaaah... am a bad bidder, I know. beberes bentar, lsg ke pantai. session poto2. gw lagi merasa gak bagus sebagai model, jadi most of pictures adalah uyay n galih modelnya... sayang cuaca mendung, jadi gak dapet sunset... ya sudah... susur pantai sajah... pas mo balik ke penginapan darurat, di jalan ktemu uwie... jiaaaah... muke lama..... kekeke mandi2 n sholat... trus stuck aja di penginapan... harusnya diisi acara liat penyu nelor, tapi krn bermasalah dgn transportasi,,, ya ude gak udah aja.... curhat di blog aja lah.... sempet curhat jg ma ibu pemilik rumah... ya mo gimana lagi, emg ude bgitu jalannya... huehehe... day 1 slese, istirahat, bsk lanjut lagi....

padahal lagi belajar untuk ikhlas.

emg,, life has a funny way,,,

either its the life or sumting greater above beyond.

 

lately, ude brasa eneg n capek aja masuk ke job seeker webs…
semuanya serupa tapi tak sama,,,

nunggu info temen, kekna secara krisis, makin dikit juga kale org yg mo ganti kerjaan.

pffffff,,,,

 

en lucunya,,,,, sangat-sangat lucu

gw lagi bener-bener menikmati setiap bagian dari my job.. well I do love my job anyway,,,

maksute, c’mon you love the job, just enjoy it,, anything come in way is just the art of it.

Then something came up. seems life has sneakin up on me again,,,

 

gw masih ngetawain ironi nya,,,

secara gue yg fight sendiri, kok diaku-aku,,,

then the else one,, yg setau gw emg she asked the recommendation, malah gak dipermasalahin.

 

oh. c’mon.,,, klo emg gw gak perform ya bilang aja,,,

like I would go killing myself to hear that? ::doh::

don’t came up with stupid make up unreasonably reason,,,

apakah di pikir gw sebodoh itu?

ato memang di pikirnya gue sebodoh it,,,  makanya gak bisa re-join kan?

hahaha,,,,,

but then again, if I recall,,, I kidded a lot,,,

 

it counts,

what you have done

whom you were with

 

 

*mencoba membenarkan pendapat pribadi.

George Carlin's Views on Ageing

Do you realise that the only time in our lives when we like to get old is when we're kids? If you're less than 10 years old, you're so excited about ageing that you think in fractions.

'How old are you?' 'I'm four and a half!' You're never thirty-six and a half. You're four and a half, going on five! That's the key

You get into your teens, now they can't hold you back. You jump to the next number, or even a few ahead.

'How old are you?' 'I'm gonna be 16!' You could be 13, but hey, you're gonna be 16! And then the greatest day of your life .... . You become 21. Even the words sound like a ceremony. YOU BECOME 21. YESSSS!!!

But then you turn 30. Oooohh, what happened there? Makes you sound like bad milk! He TURNED; we had to throw him out. There's no fun now, you're Just a sour-dumpling. What's wrong? What's changed?

You BECOME 21, you TURN 30, then you're PUSHING 40. Whoa! Put on the brakes, it's all slipping away. Before you know it, you REACH 50 and your dreams are gone.

But wait!!! You MAKE it to 60. You didn't think you would!

So you BECOME 21, TURN 30, PUSH 40, REACH 50 and MAKE it to 60.

You've built up so much speed that you HIT 70! After that it's a day-by-day thing; you HIT Wednesday!

You get into your 80's and every day is a complete cycle; you HIT lunch; you TURN 4:30 ; you REACH bedtime. And it doesn't end there Into the 90s, you start going backwards; 'I Was JUST 92.'

Then a strange thing happens. If you make it over 100, you become a little kid again. 'I'm 100 and a half!'
May you all make it to a healthy 100 and a half!!

HOW TO STAY YOUNG

1. Throw out nonessential numbers. This includes age, weight and height. Let the doctors worry about them. That is why you pay 'them'

2. Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down.

3. Keep learning. Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain idle. 'An idle mind is the devil's workshop.' And the devil's name is Alzheimer's.

4. Enjoy the simple things.

5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath.

6. The tears happen. Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person, who is with us our entire life, is ourselves. Be ALIVE while you are alive.

7. Surround yourself with what you love , whether it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever. Your home is your refuge.

8. Cherish your health: If it is good, preserve it. If it is unstable, improve it. If it is beyond what you can improve, get help.

9. Don't take guilt trips. Take a trip to the mall, even to the next county; to a foreign country but NOT to where the guilt is.

10. Tell the people you love that you love them, at every opportunity.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER :
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but  by the moments that take our breath away.

Happy B'Day...

dari posting seseorang di sebuah milis : 'sebuah pencurian mustahil terjadi tanpa kelalaian si pemilik. apakah si pencuri sekedar memanfaatkan kesempatan atau memang (maaf) sudah dari sononya begitu...' emg dasar gw pikun plus ceroboh plus lalai... ya udeh... atau ntah kurang beramal... siawul... ikhlasnya mah udeh... tapi kesel ama diri ndiri ini yg blm reda-reda.. paling susah memaafkan diri ndiri emg... hiks... kuciwa beratss.

secara ada lagu berjudul video kills the radiostar, jd gw punya istilah laen, the book kills the actor... pengaruh baca buku ke gw emg dahsyat bener.... bayangin aje... gimana histeria nye gw ama the cullens setelah ntn twilight.. mpe rasanya ntn satu kali gk cukup... mpe bela-belain beli bukunya the next day after. teruzzzz.... hasil googling, gw dapet versi e-book all complete saga... mpe partial draft of midnight sun. effort banget siiy bwt nyelesein baca the complete saga.. secara 3 seri terakhir dlm bentuk .pdf yg mana bearti gw ngbacane di henpon... bhs enggris pulak... but I finish. mungkin krn alur cerita byk yg menyek-menyek (istilah rio).. jadi gw jg gak terlalu ngoyo ngbacanya... asal nemu bagian yg sinetron bgt, gw brenti dulu... tarik napas.. hehehe tapi gak bisa brenti... penasaran euy... spupu gw aja mpe komen... kata e lebay.. tapi kok lo baca terus? nah... sama.. gw aja binun... lalu..... kmarenan adek gw bawa dvd nya k rumah... secara die pas kite ntn, die ikut mudik ke bangka ama bonyok gw.. lebaran haji.. nontonlah die... gw ikutan dong... edward gitu loocchhhhh.... tapi... yg ada... baru seperempat film mulai, gw lsg ilfil aja gtu.... histeria pas awal ntn sm sekali gak ada... bukan krn ini kali ke2 gw ntn.. tapi... semua chemistry yg lo dapet di buku, gak kena di filmnya. gregetnya edward, gak gigit. nah... apakah klo transformer ada novelnya, trus gw baca, bakal ngrubah taste gw about the movie? gak tau juga siiy.... secara gw total jendral ude 6x ntn transformer, tapi masih nganga aje ngeliat Megan Fox... masih ngakak ngeliat once nye shia le bouff n yg laen2nya itu. n in case ntar ada re-run lagi, bisa dipstiin gw bakal ntn lagi. mdh2an gak ada novelnya dah... hehehe...

pengen deh jadi lebih tough... not such a whiner gini... yg pasti sih, kmarenan sempet mati rasa, jadinya malah numb. ndableg. tapi ya gitu... jd zombie. saat mulei berharap, resiko sakit hati jg musti di terima. tau diri klo gak smua harapan bisa terkabul. nah ini yg susssyyyaaaah bener... untuk ikhlas n berserah.. secara kita tetep berusaha, tapi kuasa ditangan Ilahi. yg ade, kompensasi dr kecewa jadinye ngeluuuuh terus.. padahal untuk brenti ngeluh cukup bersukur ama apa yg udah ada... ngerti siii... tapi kok...

hepi nu yier dear all friends... hari pertama ngantor... absen jam 08.09.15 am telat. e-mail pertama setelah libur 4 hari, dari bu chie. tentang mbak Lasmi. moga tenang disana ya mbak... amin. next e-mail, dari org kantor to all employee. same subject with my title today. seperti singa atau rusa? intinya, mau singa atau rusa, dua-duanya musti bangun pagi dan masing2 musti berjuang supaya bisa lari lebih cepat, jadi yg satu bisa ngejar, yg satu bisa lari. biar bisa bertahan hidup. survival of the fittest. emg bgitu budaya dikantor sini. hukum rimba. so, this uncomfort things bukan karena satu ato dua individu, tapi emang karena the whole entity. budaya yg berjalan. dan klo gw ngerasa ude gak bisa keep up with it, gak bisa gw minta mereka untuk slowing down. but I have to find some other culture that run slower than this. keep on running on the fast track make me soooooo tired that these 4 days off still cant pay up the 3years of fighting. sambil coba terus lari walo ngos-ngosan.... gw udeh mulei cari budaya baru... budaya manusia.